Chasing Dreams at 3:30 AM

Hi All,

Wazp, howz it going. Not sure how to start today, as I don't have anything to write about, Its just that its 3:30 am here, I am still in office waiting for a call at 4:30 am, (Yup, that's my life) I guess don't have anything better to do than this..So whatever, here is another of my blog..

Ok, I've got a thought, let me try that.. What could be better than talking about some1's dream at 3:30 am..So, let's talk about my dreams...

I've been hearing a lot that people should chase their dreams, and even have been giving the same advise to others lately as well, but maybe I can try to do some introspection here using Today's blog.. I sincerely believe that one should chase their dreams, there is nothing else in the world, which can give you more satisfaction and pleasure then realizing your dreams, but (god knows why "But, if, etc" words were discovered) the main point to note here is that success of all that, entirely depends on how accurately you were able to identify your dreams. It shouldn't be the case that you did everything you could in fulfilling your desire, just to find that this was not your dream.. It was just a 'good-to-have' thing/feeling, and then you feel more miserable that you have not only screwed your life's golden moments in achieving what you never wanted, but you have also missed those small but b'ful moments, which got neglected in your chase after nothing....

Enough of philosophy there and let me try to talk about my dreams.. As usual, I am not sure, if I really know what is my ultimate dream or whats the priorities of several dreams I have. But let me start by noting down few of my desires which, I want to believe, are my dreams:
a. Backpack across Europe
b. Buy a digital SLR camera and take some photography lessons
c. Learn German & French language
\\ I wanted to do so much things, but when I want to note them down, i just can't come up with anything, I guess this is the intensity of my dreams.. :-(

I guess that's it, I can't think of anything else.. and thats strange, there is no mention of either buying a car or home, OR getting married n have kids.. nothing of such sort.. So I guess, this proves one more thing, that this is not the time for me to get married.. :-) But, I'll not divert from the topic here, and lets see what is it that stopping me to realize these 3 dreams..
All of them requires time and money for sure.. and I am always short of one thing out of 2 for each of my dream.. for 1st & 3rd, main problem is Time.. Asking for couple of months break for backpacking is like asking to be fired.. Can learn language, but every time i decide to join some institute, I get some Onsite trip or some important RFP with bad timelines, or go home, postponing it for so long.. that I am not sure, if I ever will be able to do it.. The last thing to buy a DSLR, which is the easiest one to do. but just not able to get such big heart to make equally big hole (read `30 - 35 k) in my Bank balance.. :-( So someone help me how to achieve what I want...

Well these are couple of other mysteries of my life... god knows when I'll be able to solve any of them..

And Its getting close to my meeting time, So, I'll end this blog here. Well time to get back to Work and fight my sleep.. And Time for you all to wake up as well.. and get to some meaningful task in your life.. Don't waste it the way I am doing..

Enjoy your life, follow your dreams.. :-)
Bye..
Lucky..